Why don't you all....talking to the priest what life that you believe you astray all your life, like a confession sin, or a MD psychatry.

The MD psychaitry is a private data, he can never tell anyone, your priest I am not sure.

About?

About in this one lifetime, anything other than the per thought, per word, per action....Not before me, not before Ronan, you yourself to face the judgement. You say, "I have a lot of the free will choice, but as someone doesn't care we get it right. But that samsara suddently in front of our face, if we knew that 20 years ago.....everyone grew up while we are 40 years old, and every this face from the 18+-25, no longer its what we believe, another 5 years, we need this faces, not my father's face and his friends, or anyone looks like him. But that is not what we believe."

"In life."