Sunday Prayer (all Sunday)



9/10/2023


"When I was growing up, its one of those what do you want to be in front of your parents. I never tell lies, so it was very intuitive when I was 8 one day 10, one day 11, one day 16 forgotton all that used to be, and one day I travel abroad outside in the world, I can only go along the things happening in front of my eyes, so everyone was the pre-pharmacy major in UK. The US university. And that time until I got transfer, again near the 5 Lake, I never take a time with any you so called the Past association of the country to go near any sight seeing place, I always stay on-campus, not once out tour for saying one weekend. You would have think that is normal, until later someone a past country friend saying her schedule or itinerary, I work on-campus. A teaching / tutor jobs, like I got 10 forms I snatch them from the pile of the racks somewhere when they sign up. That may not be a trend, I just think that is not what you suppose to be doing, meaning you only get 1 or 2 student for your own schedule. I have no schedule, and its a job, so there is 10 of them.

Life when it comes to a degree, you saying how to commute not a description on your daily input how much you want a job, or how far you will extent for one day, I never doing those things so I never leave the campus, where as a girl, as a period pain, I can only sit down, and I doing it a certain intuitive manner, I will tell you I didn't even think of it what you saying "the past" in my school days were those the paper thin jobs, or talking your voice in English to sound like instructional in front of the white board, or the chalk board. That is not a norm also you saying a bunch of the students in the end of the semester with 2 semester a year, you have the whole textbook sort for their brain, and that is what I did. 

One day I decide that was too much of the hassle, literally I have to repeat 10 times, I decide to create the video, they don't bother coming in, I don't bother to get paid. That will be the third term I start to get smart in my graduate school time. No, again, it was intuitive. That time the Youtube doesn't have anything future outlook to me. Its just a channel to make things a lot easier. It was another website called the Meta Cafe, I seeing a lot more the certified school teacher they doing the science experiment, they getting like million clicks and those paid them. In Meta Cafe, not on Youtube. So that time you saying if how I feel, I got curious. Time pass by, you know like a decade gone, and you talking about the proper manner if you just staying in the school, to imagine a female tenure position, and that would be everyone if on the proper course of that time. I just drop everything in my sophomore year. Its not the material science concept, but it cannot be developed concept. My IQ was short in circuit I can tell you. Then a bf comes along, for sure its the every romance make that, I will never be with him anymore, so I drop all that. Then his life completely turning a chaos, we pass the 2012, and I had that invention going in the summer next year 2013, the book done by the winter one full year later, immediately I run at a position to where AGT in Feb, for saying it was a whole year 2014 you heard of many things in life that has happened. Someone would be that clear saying things didn't wait. I guess I wasn't love him ever enough. The only bf. With or without tears, I will tell you, it is. As long as he keeps bothering me, and with time, my life in California mild temperature passing this back to Taiwan the sub-tropical weather, there is a God between 30-40 both invisible, and the temperature, I say, the aging part was I never taste that 10 years in Canada, where his karma is no more good with me around.

Right, saying that in the email, will not be enough or the in person the skype or one of those online thing you all doing. We did keep the clear problems must be told to each other, and he is the problem. 

The life that in front of you have many the question mark, for the girls of the zealous and the liberal, often that school rules have no bound, so life without an attentive care, its often its a lot more wild wind outside the field you guessing, "Well, a day for the bread isn't a day for the venture", and so I live in this City traffic, I often looking without my sun glasses, its every police fee to where my eyes cannot perceive it was a literally physical structure in front of me, and therefore, I took both my parents, my dad and my mother shows up this funny place personally. We never had one conversation since 30 years ago, why would anyone like me telling you we never have a phone or a heart warming soul-to soul talk? I was too busy since the grade school. Every internal how I look different today, I never had a face, or the make-up didn't make me believe, that the end of the world where the fate marching on, its how the military force behind rising up, you saying a leadership cage inside a room, curve your back, or shrink inside your father's couch for a phone Line App.

I would have told myself that was the useless of every family drops, the day they wane or the Age becoming subliminal sorry, succumb the life forces, its the fate, or its the care too much to talk. "





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