The guy is guy, I am not jealous the guys can keep running for 7 months with a treadmill. I am a girl, small step, walking or jogging, or break or run again.

No matter what, lasting one hour, 45 mins, even those combine its not steady in one time. I drink the water, I find the towel, I stop, I keep walking. I don't go and compete with the guys. Not like that way to use the Youtube. Your efforts in your belief or your meditation practice or anything Zen or martial practice. I never be hash on myself those type....I am a girl. NOT A GUY.

You have to go inside any groups to begin / initiate/ create a conversation / dialogue with that - It doesn't matter what they look like, you go near and say Hallo and Goodbye?!